Victory

Rolled up, like a pin cushion of pain with little resolve to go on....The pain intensifies yet I want to do the best I can. I can because I believe it-no matter the circumstances.....However, I was not willing to give in to the pain even though it is unbearable at times.

The most amazing thing throughout my progress is the reaction I receive. I think I can do anything, believe I am an intelligent woman with drive that will take me to new heights. My impression of myself is always second guessed by people that do not know me or have any intention to get to know me.......The response I get is......, always that I am not intelligent enough, not half as good as people that are well.....It is a sad reality.....Equality seems to have died.

Living in a world with inequalities. There is definite distinctions which we are unable to escape whether we are ill, disadvantaged, rich, black, white or have a different religious or political inclination. There is no real straight road but there are always crossroads with many choices,,,,,sometimes the choices are negated with no substance but leaves pain and selfishness.

As I may be looked down upon because of my unfortunate medical situation, I will not trade it for the person I dreamed I would be because the person I am today is someone I would want to be friends with and certainly be proud of.

With the help of my Maker, I will continue to soar to the victory because I believe I can...

You too can overcome any situation!

Believe IT!!!!!

Blue Bird

The air was clean, there was a gentle breeze, the sky was beautiful.....I admired the beauty of the day and even smiled at a stranger across the street.

Suddenly.........., I heard a flutter........, squeaking noises........., I looked up towards the sound and to my surprise there was a bird in distress. I tried to assist but the poor bird was out of my reach, it was out of my space and I felt like I was incapable of helping the wounded bird.

Then, I saw it was gone......., I hoped and earnestly prayed that it will be saved. An hour later she was back and I was able to help her until she was free to go on her way. She seemed so thankful and happy.

Then, I went back to my life and carried on with my daily, I thought of that little blue bird. Like that wounded bird who was in distress fought to get help right till it was safe. She wanted to live, she wanted a fighting chance. Like that blue bird, we should strive to give ourselves the best fighting chance and when we get it we should be thankful and content. We should make the best of life even when we are in distress because we might find our rescuer in ourselves.

Believe IT!!!!

Awake

BANG!!! BANG!!!! BANG!!!! There was a hammering noise on my door.... I was angry and afraid at the same time. I was silent but walked steadily to my front door. I peered through my peep-hole but my little feet was unable to tower over to see the unknown.....I was eager.....I opened the door......

There was a man, pale white, dressed in white....My first response was to flee yet there was a feeling of familiarity that lingered in the air. Under his cape, he gestured that there was a destination that was awaiting me, a place and purpose that was in my path and he was willing to take me if I was a willing participant in my life. It felt so right. I turned around to grab a coat, a pair of shoes and lock my home to start this exciting life that was meant for only me. As I turned around....., I awoke....., I was shattered.....

When I awoke I realised that we all dream of that life, a better and more brighter life, we all can have it when we work towards it. Like my dream, realise your dream.....

Believe it.

No Battle

The mind to be is not a battlefield or a mystery. I have had my issues, mostly medical, some emotional because I had not achieved what I set for myself. I believe now that we can do anything at a specific time. I have been out of commission, not been communicating with the rest of the world or the people around because of my body, my mind, my disappointment, these unforeseen circumstances where something I was unable to deal with yet I got the strength to face daily.

My Maker created me and knows my abilities, my disappointments and that they don't keep me down for long. Sure, I have been dealt a bad deal but I have to fight a winning fight. My mind wants to conquer everything I set out at this time in my life while my body fights pain and despair to keep it for doing what I know I am meant to be.

My body may be carrying my mind but I am here because of the power of positive thinking. Giving up starts in your mind not your body.

What is your battle???? Who or What is the winner????

I believe I am a winner because I will not give up easily.....Believe that you can do anything and you will....

Believe it.