There's an eerie dark feeling in the air.........
...........I find myself in a delicate fetal position.....I wonder: "How did I get here????" A soft gentle voice muttered: 'You cannot be recovering from a drunken stupor?' I was too embarrassed and wondered what I was doing curled up in on the carpet with my pet for comfort. The voice went on: 'Get up and get going'. My sister "pounded" me verbally like my head felt....................I thought it echoed. She screaaaaammmed!!!!
I did go out the night before but it was not because I was being a rebel but I was a worry-wart. I stressed about my future, worried about things that I have no control over to the extent that the worry turned into stress which further impacted on my life and unfortunately that it controlled me.....
Worry and stress dictated my life while I was unable to enhance my own great life.........
To awaken from that curled, disgusting position being in that dark head space, I have to daily sift through the best of NOW, make the negative into a positive by changing what I can change and not allowing myself to worry about things I have no control over.
The world feels like it could swallow you up but patience, rational thinking with a positive outlook can get you though anything......This from a stressed out sassy mess to a stress-free, motivated, still sassy, self-reliant and stunning woman.
You can if you believe it!!!!!!
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